Apparently hormones associated with pregnancy are like uppers

I'll tell you, I need a good downer right now, like a giant glass of wine. Oh, alcohol, I really miss you right now. If I could fall asleep, I guarantee I would dream about sleeping, that is how much I want to be asleep. It's been about 2 weeks since I've slept for more than two hours at a time. And, it is starting to catch up with me. My body is exhausted, I have huge bags under my eyes, and sometimes I'm not even sure what time of day it is. Yet, it's 1:45 am and I'm not asleep, I am writing.